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Posted: 1/24/2012 - 2 comment(s) [ Comment ] - 0 trackback(s) [ Trackback ]
Category: Hypnosis

CXX : The Future of Hypnosis?

Host : "Welcome to today's episode of 'The Sleepy Eye', as we explore the edges of  the hypnofetish.  Today I am pleased to have an esteemed guest, Dr. Don Turna Back, Director of the Institute for Invasive Hypnosis.    Welcome, Don!"

Dr. Back :   "It's good to be Back.  Hahah."

(awkward pause)

Host : "Hahah!  Yes!  I get it!  Your sense of humor had me off balance for a moment there."

Dr. Back : "Could have been the start of an evil induction, eh?" (points at host with a grin)

Host : "Thankfully not.  I understand your researchers have been working on a new hypnosis technique?"

Dr. Back : "Indeed.  We call it 'sex' ."

Host : "How original.  I expect this to be the deadpan highlight of the year."

Dr. Back : "Actually, it's not just 'sex'.  It's 'sex' in Roman numerals : CXX.  In other words, one hundred and twenty.  Imagine that."

Host : "I don't quite understand what you are getting at."

Dr. Back : "Okay, I'm going to explain it in layman terms."  (Leans forward) 

Dr. Back : "Do you recall the day when the first 'tri-domme' recording was released?"

Host : "I don't believe anyone can forget 'Triple-Eye'."

Dr. Back : (nods)  "Three dommes, all wearing coordinating eye-patches, staring at you.  One to the left, one to the right, and one right above you, doing the nasty."

Host : (shudders) "It was something to behold.  Made the idea of 'left-right' recordings seem quaint."

Dr. Back : "Indeed.  Of course, then we were off to the races in a way that would make Gillette proud.  Quad-domme recordings.  Quintets.  On and on .. "

Host : "I see.  Yes.  So this CXX .. "

Dr. Back : "Our researchers said 'Fuck it!  We're bypassing all of them, and going straight to 120 dommes."

Host:  "Wow!  How the hell can that work?"

Dr. Back : "I'll try to explain this in a way anyone can understand.  We ask our listeners to imagine two old-style clocks.  Each domme is positioned on a minute on one of the clocks.  Eventually, the listener perceives clock hands spinning in opposite directions."

Host : "What will that do to the listener?"

Dr. Back : "Make them googly-eyed, basically.  And hopefully make them forget they are being gang-banged."

Host : "Who would want to forget that?"

Dr. Back : "I dare you to find 120 hypnotists without one blurting out an unfortunate suggestion when it's their turn."

Host : "I see your point.  Sounds kind of risky."

Dr. Back : "It is.  But you can't advance the hypno-fetish without pushing boundaries."

Host : "Well put.  Do you have a return policy if someone finds it too much to handle?"

Dr. Back : "Sure, if they remember they paid us." 

(silent pause)

Host : "Sounds shady." 

Dr. Back :   "The Institute for Invasive Hypnosis spends more on research than everyone else combined.  We've earned our compensation."

Host : "Uh, sure.  Well, thank you for taking the time to visit."

Dr. Back : "No problem."

Host : "So there you have it.  CXX.  Love it or hate it, the future is here today."

Posted: 10/22/2011 - 2 comment(s) [ Comment ] - 0 trackback(s) [ Trackback ]
Category: Hypnosis

Note: This was first published on my Snapville (RIP) blog

As a software developer, I am a proponent of the agile manifesto . The simplicity and structure of this declaration appeals to me, as it provides loose guidelines for focus on what is more important professionally. In the same spirit, I thought about a personal manifesto for interactions. It is my own, and no one has to agree.

Over time, I have come to prefer ...

Private respect over public reverence in my way of thinking, there is ideally no competition among individuals for the attention of another. Respect may show itself in many forms, but there is no need for performance in front of others. I do not seek flattery to gain my attention, nor do I expect others to look for that from me.

Individual over group identity I do not identify as being part of any group. Inclusion invites the possibility of exclusion (cliques suck). I can socialize well with others, however peer group dynamics do not appeal to me. I am unique, and do not wish to be seen as one of X, Y, or Z.

Familiarity over mystery I am not looking for anything vastly new or different from what I know. I can accept and at times even embrace forms of novelty, however I would prefer a sense of familiarity with another, even if that means that it is less likely that I will experience something dramatically different.

Changes via experiences over experiences via change Other than lowering my stress levels, right now I don't see anything about myself that I would want to change in a significant way. I find it intriguing that personal perceptions can change over time, and I would rather it be a natural progression of personal growth and discovery. I don't want someone to come in with the idea that they are to change me. Honestly, I am not interested in changing others in a lasting way, either. Perhaps there is learning that needs to take place about ourselves, and if there is learning with me on either side of the watch, that's great.

Learning over knowing I'd like to go into interactions with the idea that we are learning about others and ourselves, and not assume that we already know.

Looseness over strictness There certainly will be talks about limits, because I think that communication is important for the health of the individuals involved. However, I do not believe in crossing off every 'T' and dotting every 'I'. I would rather spend more time focusing on creative possibilities than planning, knowing that people with good intentions will always work to correct mistakes.

Actions over words people can say anything they want, but it is what they do that matters.

Now over then Today matters more than the past, so long as we know what lessons to carry forward.

Now over tomorrow If we are preoccupied with the future, we may forget to make a step forward today. This does not mean that we fail to plan for the future, but we must recognize that we cannot anticipate everything. If we are not happy now, something may need to change, even if that means giving up a promise that might have been fulfilled tomorrow.

Facets over truth People can be complex, and maybe they shouldn't be pegged so often. Diamond in the rough, cubic zirconia, topaz, ruby. Better to be colorful than black ink on a white page.

Trust over talent The most talented hypnotist in the world cannot make a difference if their intent is unclear, and there are reasons for misgivings. I wouldn't expect someone to trust me overnight, either.

My one inner voice over your many outer voices If you bring 'The Crazy', my inner voice takes precedence. Be prepared for a response.

A few friends over many strangers I would rather get to know a few people that I can truly call friends, than meet many people whom I know little about.

Do you have a manifesto or believe that you could write one? What would it say about you?

Posted: 7/4/2011 - 3 comment(s) [ Comment ] - 0 trackback(s) [ Trackback ]
Category: Hypnosis

This morning I went back through my hypnosis MP3 collection to free myself.  There were still files there that shouldn't have ever been.  Even if they were beautiful and thoughtful in some way that others could appreciate, they weren't right for me, so I had to remove them.  I had this nagging sense of needing to do this when I remarked to a friend that I had XXX (big number of) files.  She seemed surprised, and I was somewhat surprised too.  I had already deleted a handful now and then over the past year or two.  Clearly, I needed to do more culling.

One minute.  It's all the time I needed to know a session couldn't be present anymore.  Many had submissive themes presented in a way which collide head-on with my sense of self.  A series of imperative snaps meant one session had to go.   A too-confident directive was the end of another.  Let's just say I'm fortunate not to be someone who has to worry about dropping just listening for a minute.  :-)

For me, declarative days are over.  I have my independence.   What remains in my audio collection fits me, right now.  It may change again, as my sense of direction changes.  I'll end this with a brief bit of advice.  If you produce content, and consider someone a friend, please be gentle when pushing them to listen.  More is not always better, and people not only need room to think and feel what's right to them, but they need to believe they have the ability to say 'no'.  Loving is accepting that they cannot be everything you thought they might be, because they can only be who they are, and that's all there is to love.

Posted: 11/5/2010 - 0 comment(s) [ Comment ] - 0 trackback(s) [ Trackback ]
Category: Hypnosis

I had scarcely been in chat in the weeks prior, and after only an hour, I was already primed to do something.  I must have been in some kind of mood.   Amidst the other chatroom conversation threads, the tranceslut whining never abated.  Please...

TheMicksterMonster (5/20/2010 11:04:01 PM): Is he asking for a specific type of trance .. ?
TheMicksterMonster (5/20/2010 11:04:10 PM): Wondering how to bait
A Domme (5/20/2010 11:04:14 PM): nope
A Domme(5/20/2010 11:04:15 PM): anything
TheMicksterMonster (5/20/2010 11:04:36 PM): I think there ought to be a bait and switch
TheMicksterMonster (5/20/2010 11:04:46 PM): Like there's a glamorous evening, with a limo showing up
TheMicksterMonster (5/20/2010 11:04:56 PM): And he / she is in a gown
TheMicksterMonster (5/20/2010 11:05:02 PM): And feeling rather stiff and blank
TheMicksterMonster (5/20/2010 11:05:09 PM): And then the *real* vehicle shows up
TheMicksterMonster (5/20/2010 11:05:09 PM): ahhaha

A limo ride worked as a theme.  The tranceslut was all dressed up and ready to go somewhere, with black satin opera gloves.  

A Domme(5/20/2010 11:05:20 PM): LOL
A Domme(5/20/2010 11:05:24 PM): AWESOME
TheMicksterMonster (5/20/2010 11:05:31 PM): Yeah, I want to do it
A Domme(5/20/2010 11:05:36 PM): do it now

Yes, ma'am!  One devilish trance, coming right up.  First, I needed the "victim's" attention.   They were in a feminine mindset, so I led with an attention marker.  Something like this...

"MMMmmmmmm .. I like the idea of trancing.  So slutty." 

I wanted them to have that phrase running through their mind.  "MMMMmmmmmm" is the sound they wanted to hear.  It started building leverage, using their desperation.  I mentioned I was willing to do a text trance.

"It needs to be voice."

There was no way I was going to do voice that night.  I'm busy, I don't trance others that much, and text is more forgiving, allowing for careful pacing and editing to remove any 'blips'.   I also am terrible at hiding emotions.  Laughter would have been tough to fight that night.  Besides, off the mic, I would be able to coordinate with others in realtime, without the giveaway clatter of keys.  I was firm, however.  The voice requirement dropped.

After the trance was agreed to, there was time to prepare.  The tranceslut went on a smoke break and went off to accessorize for the occasion!  After they came back, I pinged a second domme that was hovering about.

TheMicksterMonster (5/20/2010 11:37:18 PM): ok, I need a second pair of eyes to watch for signs of trance

She agreed.  Soon enough, the induction was under way.  Before long, the subject was sitting in front of the webcam, arms levitated with those opera gloves on, with metal handcuffs on.  In their mind, they were in front of the limo, its doors open, feeling the pull of a mysterious force tugging them towards what promised to be an exciting adventure.  I popped a question to the domme watching over the trance.

TheMicksterMonster (5/21/2010 12:05:20 AM): should the compactor show up now? LOL
Domme 2  (5/21/2010 12:05:54 AM): let me go for this

Omw, it's a two-fer!  The domme started laying in some more deepening suggestions, in preparation for  the "vehicle exchange".
TheMicksterMonster (5/21/2010 12:06:03 AM): Are you going to do it?

No answer.
TheMicksterMonster (5/21/2010 12:06:50 AM): I'm going to go for it

It turned out to be more dramatic than I had first imagined.  The luxury transport vehicle was already there, so it would be sort of anti-climatic to have it drive off and have a noisy trash compactor pull up. 

The trancesluts' arms by now were fully outstretched, their body leaning forward, pulled by the invisible force.  Then it happened: the limo morphed in place into a trash compactor, and the sub suddenly found themselves in a new reality, being lifted by metal arms.  The irrisistible force increased, and with the forward tilt of their body, the truck began sucking  obsessive trance desires from the trancesluts' mind.  One by one, those thoughts tumbled out, and the sub had to watch them being crunched in the compactor.   The arms shook them one more time, and set them down on the ground.  The tranceslut was slumped back in their chair.
I glanced up briefly at the guest list.  There were fifteen people in attendance, and it appeared that there was much amusement from the spectacle .   I continued with suggestions   that their obsessive desires for trance were hauled away in the truck, moving on down the street.  An IM from the domme warned me that there appeared to be signs of a mental struggle going on.  Their mind did not want to really let go of their obsession.  Oh really?    :-)

I suggested that letting go of their resistance would allow pleasures to grow within them.  Moments later, the trance broke!  As the surprise Evil Tist of the evening, I waited for a reaction.  The hypnoslut just yawned and looked about nonchalantly. They liked it ??? LOL, I swear, trancesluts come from another planet, where the only things harmful to their existence are a lack of trance.  (In any case, before calling it a night I checked to make sure there were no residual suggestive effects, and that they were alright)

The next day ...

Domme 2 (5/21/2010 7:37:13 PM): they're at {site name} right now and have been begging all day

(Cue the Wah wah sound)

TheMicksterMonster (5/21/2010 7:37:18 PM): I'm too nice to do something bad enough to make them quit, and really, not motivated enough to change behavior .. not my thing

I could have been a legend, an Evil Tist.  Now, humbled by a Class 3 Hypnoslut, I listen casually to bedtime recordings or perform more casual duties, like polishing gold watches or making sure popcorn stocks are full on Drama Nights.   At least, until the next flight ...


 

Posted: 10/26/2010 - 4 comment(s) [ Comment ] - 0 trackback(s) [ Trackback ]
Category: Hypnosis

Folks like myself cannot sit around too long, waiting.  I've been in that position , waiting in a chatroom for something, or someone.  I can't do that for long.   Sooner or later, I'm bound to stir things up for my own entertainment.  No, I'm not a dom.  I haven't been subbing, either.  I'm the one in the background quietly laughing along with friends (dommes, switches, subs, alike)  in chat at a site, poking fun at those who wander in while taking themselves way too seriously.  'Oh no, Mr. Uber Dom just showed up'.  <grin> Those ilk are a dime a dozen.   

A *serious* tranceslut, on the other hand, can be a chatroom menace few want to reckon with.  Oh, they look innocent.  Please.   Yes they do.  Please trance me.  They remind me of my cats waiting for feeding time.  Just one little trance, and I'll leave, I promise.
Negotiations with hypnosluts inevitably fail.  Dominants may try.  "No, I'm not going to be trancing you."  Without fail, the hypnoslut will chime in again when the next promising individual enters chat. Hello.. sir?  I'm willing to do anything you ask. 

Subs are even worse at the negotiating table.  "Can't you see that you are being rude, and no one is interested in trancing you right now?"  I sighed at my desk.  I was getting restless.  A bored, irritated Helix is a bad Helix.   I felt a compulsion to run an idea by a domme for some evening entertainment.

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TheMicksterMonster (5/20/2010 10:58:29 PM): Should I mention the garbage dumpster trance?
A Domme  (5/20/2010 10:58:39 PM): I don't know that one
TheMicksterMonster (5/20/2010 10:59:21 PM): It's the one where someone imagines their arms are stiff and regid by their sides, like little handles, and they wait for the truck to pull up in front, gently lifted until the contents of their mind are tipped over into the compactor.hahah
A Domme  (5/20/2010 10:59:56 PM): LMAO
A Domme  (5/20/2010 10:59:57 PM): do it
A Domme  (5/20/2010 11:00:00 PM): I dare you
---------
This is how bad ideas get set into motion. 
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(Cue "Mission Not Quite Impossible" music) The mission breakdown :  A crossdressing tranceslut has been haunting a public chatroom for two weeks straight.  Chatroom regulars are at wits end, and the latest round of 'negotiations' have broken down once again.  You must attract the attention of the tranceslut, and get them to agree to a trance.  No, that's the easy part.  What you must do to succeed at this mission is to deliver a trance which somehow loses that 'rewarding' feeling, and by the end of it really has no discernable redeeming value.  Your domme friend and the others are not going to be amused if you fail and reward the tranceslut.  You heard her.  Do it !   I dare you.   :-)

(to be continued)
 

alt

Posted: 8/17/2010 - 0 comment(s) [ Comment ] - 0 trackback(s) [ Trackback ]
Category: Hypnosis

I revel in fantasies of creation and destruction.  There is the slow but steady work of hypnotic builders, leading to more of what I want in love and friendship.  There are also visions of prolific destruction of power structures not to my liking.  In the middle these forces meet to form MC.  The growth of ideas, once planted, slowly destroy the will of the infected.

For some, this kind of bizarre merger is erotic.  For others like myself, I suspect it is a rather amusing and fitting end to the mental freedom of the type of people we don't like... LOL.

Really, hypnosis is only erotic to me on the light side, where there is love, friendship, and trust.  Once it goes dark, in my mind the tables turn, and someone else is in the hot seat instead.  Believe me, from the third person, I may still watch and be both shocked and delighted by another's "destruction".

For all that I profess to like about the sensual in hypnosis, there is the side of me that loves the opposite.  I just need to set it to a totally inappropriate soundtrack that helps to reminds myself that, as awful as the dark fantasy is, it really is just a twisted way of relieving tension.

Sort of like this ... :-)

 

 

Posted: 6/23/2010 - 3 comment(s) [ Comment ] - 0 trackback(s) [ Trackback ]
Category: Hypnosis

 

I am now the de facto leader of the Odd Ducks, a faction of the Hypno-Fetish which has splintered off from the flock, just to be different. To be a member, you must :

- Wake up one day and realize you're odder than you ever imagined

- Be cool with it

- Tell other people why you belong

Don't worry, although I'm likely odder than you (excluding Abba), I'm certified 90% sane, which is above the median for founders of rebellions. That 10% may be a scary thought, until you realize you need a little crazy to fight more crazy.

My first hypnosis subject was my mother when I was 9, and I tried triggering her to avoid a spanking, which did not work. This does not make me Dom, but it does make people around here suspicious. :-)

I have had anxiety issues for much of my life, including panic attacks. It's no laughing matter, really. In the midst of a nasty depression after a series of specific life events, I hunkered down, trying to find personal comfort and safety in hypnosis near the wicked, thought I found it, got depressed again and then 'woke up' and scared myself. One of the more wicked didn't like me returning, and took a good whack at me. It's somewhat embarrassing, but I don't give a shit anymore about hiding it. Along the way, I found several good friends, and am grateful to them.

The whole matter did make me realize that I forgot to tell people that, in addition to anxiety issues, I ALSO, paradoxically, have a life-long habit of standing up to bullies (starting when I was .. oh, coincidentally, 9, when I punched a kid twice my size in the gut for picking on a girl on the playground). We all learn about each other under interesting circumstances, don't we?

PS Alright I confess, several months ago, I tranced a hypnoslut once in the Inraptured chatroom, and I have no regrets. It was a slow day, they were looking for a little fun and I did a bit of arm levitation and such, with a pinch of arousal for spice. I would have stopped had there been objections in the chatroom, but people seemed to enjoy it. Don't worry - I'm not a purist at heart, but I'll respect the rules. A rebel, but still a member rebel. Which, now that I think about it, makes me sort of odd. :-)

Posted: 4/2/2010 - 1 comment(s) [ Comment ] - 0 trackback(s) [ Trackback ]
Category: Hypnosis

This is my first go at a FD hypnosis script.  I do like stories, and have thought that it would be fun to explore a world in trance. This script has not gone through final editing or even the "lab experiment" phase (LOL), but any feedback is welcome

Chosen

 

There are dreams deep in the minds of men.

There lie castles and magic,

and women of great beauty and power.

 

You, and many others like you,

seek these dreams,

and are tugged one way or the other

by whispering voices in the darkness.

 

Sometimes experiences can feel surreal,

not knowing each night what you will remember

or what you will forget,

not knowing if you are closer to your dreams

or are just wandering.

Do you ever open your eyes and feel lost?

 

Don't worry.

With a little guidance, anyone can find their way.

You just need to discover what is to be found.

 

I will share a secret with you.

Many men have confided in me,

and I would not be surprised if you

find you share the fantasy of being chosen.

 

Wouldn't you like to look into the eyes of a benevolent Queen

and experience the rush of emotions from the touch of her hand?

I am sure you would.
 

Why? Because she is one who understands dreams

and knows how much potential you have.

Finding her is no accident. It happens because you are ready

to make a deeper connection to your inner desires.

Once you find your Queen, you will at last understand

why you have journeyed so far.

 

If you have not done so already, close your eyes.

Relax, listen, and allow everything to

become clearer to you, as I metaphorically describe

your fantasy of discovery.

 

---------------


You have walked a bare path

for untold miles through darkening forests.

Nightfall is approaching, as you breathe deeply

and consider each of your weary steps.

 

One foot in front of the other,

feeling heavier by the minute,

you know you are getting closer to sleep.

 

You are not alone in your weariness.

Many travelers before you have

found themselves here, drifting off

without knowing why they walk this path.

 

Some do wander, and never find their way again.

But a few like you find a comfortable, safe place to be.

 

You emerge from the forest,

and see the far-off glow of torches

at the entrance to a protected city.

 

Soon you are within its gated walls,

and deep within those walls, there is shelter.

You are seated, and are feeling grateful

for warm food and cool drink.

 

Here it is only a little loud, as travelers

discuss many things. But to you their talk

is more like a buzz now:

indistinct, and not something which you

wish to focus on.

You desire rest,

as another beverage arrives

to quench your thirst.

 

Now even the mug is heavy to lift,

and your mind is feeling fuzzy.

Seated by yourself in a darkened corner,

you have observed others at nearby tables.

It is a late hour, and the crowd is thinning.
More quiet by the minute, the buzz dies down,

and there is soon little to do but glance at the

wide flickering candle at your table.

 

Wax slowly trickles from the edge

of a molten yellow pool, and

you sense your mind continuing to slow down

as that wax drips and cools, warm

yet now so still.

Yes, it is late, and you wish

to go to bed and dream.

 

“May I sit here, my Lord?”, you hear a voice say.

You slowly turn your head, and find in your sight

a beautiful lady, wearing dress of green velvet, and auburn hair.

She is smiling, her head tilted just slightly,

charming you through and through.

Without thinking, you smile inwardly and nod your head.

 

“I must tell you though, I am not a Lord,” you hear yourself say,

as she sits down beside you.


“If you say so, my Lord,” she says playfully,

a glint of deeper meaning in her emerald eyes.

You wish to think of something else to say,

but your mind is so foggy, yearning for rest.

It must be the ale. Yes, that's it.

 

You notice a touch, as she has taken your right hand into her own,

tracing the back side with a single finger.

 

“I see that you are tired.” You nod, eyes widening slightly

as her eyes sympathetically fill yours with tingly drowsiness.

 

“Shhhh... relax, and rest, my Lord. I will prepare you.”


You can only sit still, staring into those eyes,

until there is a hush.

The tavern fades away, and you

find yourself gently immersed in a tub

of water at a perfectly warm temperature.

 

A familiar voice lets you know you are not alone.

“You will be Chosen, my Lord, and I am helping you to find her,” she says.

 

For a moment you can still see her emerald eyes,

but only in your mind, as your eyes wish to remain closed.

 

Her fingers massage the back of your scalp.

You feel the warmth of the water pressing gently

all around your body,

and it is so easy to

drift in and out of awareness in time with her words.

 

“Relax, and let me guide you,” she says.

This feels wonderful.

Your feet feel tingly, warm, and heavy.

You are letting go.

 

“Men see many things when they look into the Queen's blue eyes, ” she continues

“They inspire. They must, for only a few are chosen.”
 

As she speaks, heaviness spreads upwards through your calves and knees.

Soothing warmth spreads in waves through your legs.

 

“Let go and simply float with my words,” you hear her say.

The warmth becomes a lightness within your limbs,

spreading to your hips and abdomen,

then up through your chest.

 

“And breathe deeply now”

You do, because this feels wonderful being

suspended within the bath, your scalp tingling

from the slow kneading of her fingertips.

Breathing regularly, your shoulders relax,

and your arms are light, so light.

 

“Cleansed of the old worries,

you will be able to see and be seen in new ways.”

This dream slowly shifts,

so that the water drains away,

even as the lightness remains within your spirit.

 

You can imagine yourself lying in near darkness

on a comfortable bed,

warm and dry now,

sinking deeper and deeper

into that bed.

The fireplace at your right glows

with red embers, and where you are

you may feel the warmth and there is that glow

against the skin of your arm, which is

laying atop the smooth bed sheet. No clothes

are needed, for it is better for feeling dreams.

 

In your mind it as if your eyes were open, although they must be shut,

getting heavy and heavier.

This mysterious woman is still by your side,
her finger slowly tracing a line down from your right shoulder.

 

“Burdens are lifting from you now,” she says.

Her fingers work magic on your arm, and you can gradually

feel the lightness within, the sensation of your arm

freed from all heaviness, even as the rest of your body

sinks more and more into the bed, feeling heavier and heavier.

 

Deeper and deeper you go, as your right arm tingles

and wants to rise, perhaps twitching its way higher with each passing moment

... higher and higher still ..

or perhaps it lifts smoothly in its own due time.
 

“Your arm is free to rise,” she says.

“Rise. Rise.” Yes, you can feel the lightness

whenever you wish, because you know you will

feel better the lighter it becomes, lifting away

She begins counting, allowing you

to feel more and more light magic

cast upon you, as your trance deepens
 

10 The higher your arm, the deeper you go

 

9

 

8 Right arm rising

 

7 Mind sinking

 

6 Right arm lifting, mind falling.

 

5 Lifting for me

 

4 Falling for me

 

3 Arm lifting so high, and is so light, as you go so deep.

 

2 Deeper

 

and 1 that's right

 

And now on the count of three, finally free of lightness, your right arm will sink down by your side, heavy and relaxed, as you imagine my emerald eyes watching everything about you drop. Deeper.

 

1 Imagine

 

2 Feel yourself

 

3 Drop (SNAP)

Right arm by your side, heavy and growing heavier with each breath,

your whole being allowing my words to carry you one step further

towards being chosen.
 

“These are deep dreams.

Soon you will look into the Queen's eyes

and feel her touch. You are almost ready.”


So now you can imagine yourself looking out again from walls.
You have journeyed so far, and have dreamt so long,

and dawn is approaching.

Through an open window you see the setting moon

sinking, following it down

slowly now as you Stand .. Staring .. Blank.

 

The moon is just above those distant forests

from where you came, dropping further down,

as you are Standing Staring Blank

until the moon sinks below the far horizon.

Those silver rays one last time

fall on green leaves,

and upon your skin,

there is not the warmth of the sun yet,
only the coolness of the evening air.

 

But you can now sense a turning

of yourself, away from the distant

and towards what is near.

 

You hear a voice, and you feel a

desire to face the Queen.

Somehow, you know it is her, and

you know her name, as

whispered to you by another.

 

In the dim but growing light

she begins searching you

with bluest eyes, and you hear her voice:

“Yes, look into my eyes,

The sun is rising,

and you feel your spirits lifting,

and it is not necessary to know why”

 

“Because you do not know me yet

but I have seen you journey from afar.”

 

“I see the potential within you,

not as a slave to desire,

but as someone seeking a

deeper connection.

You will find it.”

 

The Queen steps closer,

and you feel the touch of her hand

brushing your arm, sending

pleasant shivers through your body.

 

And you sense a warmth now

as the sun is rising.

You cannot know how long

you have stood here,

looking into her blue eyes.

 

But with sunlight you

see more clearly.

You feel you

know something more

about the woman

behind those eyes,

even if it is for now a feeling

of trust and comfort.

 

But it could be something more:

The connection created

between the Queen and her subject,

taking you to deeper places within you.

 

“For who you are,

and for what you can be,

I have chosen you,” she says.

“You are neither a servant

or a Knight, and I do not expect you to bow

or bend down on knee.

Free as you came,

you are free to go,

but my wish is that you'll want to

experience more in these lands.

When you feel you are ready,

I can show you.”

You see the Queen look past your shoulder.
There is a glint of recognition on her face.
“You are not alone,” she says, smiling.
“I see how you found me now. Not many do. This is good.
She is also one you can trust.”


This is a mysterious thing to hear

from a Queen.
 

She slowly turns away,

and you wish to follow her, to ask questions,

to learn, to do, to experience,

but alas, you cannot yet move, as you find yourself

staring blankly, standing within sunlight.

 

“Don't worry. She will return,” you hear that familiar voice whisper.

You recall the lady in the tavern, and a soothing bath,

and a soft resting place by a fire.

“The journey and discovery was difficult,

letting go not nearly so,

but learning will be easiest

now that you know where you are welcome.
The Queen wants you to stay.

And in way I will be with you,

to help you find your way

the next time you are lost.”

 

You feel the feminine presence

leave your side, and you sense

the dream is beginning to fade.

 

So now you can imagine yourself

observing yourself

in your current place of rest.

 

And you are now only five steps

away from being fully returned

from this dream to the real world,

ready to awaken fully, or slip

gently into a good night's rest.

 

There are only five steps

back, and you can

imagine taking them now.

 

1 Stepping forward from the dream

 

2 Returning to yourself, dream fading

 

3 Back now in your place of rest, the dream drifting from your mind

 

4 Breathing deeply and comfortably

 

and

 

5 Now returned from that dream fully, content knowing that,

when you wish, you can visit the Queen's realm again. When you are ready, she will be there.